July 11, 2006
`ratheruseless.
I planned to stay out today.
A water bottle, extra cash,
a shirt and tomorrow's notes.
My sis has been talking nonstop
since I came home.
Maybe I should have stayed out.
But if I did maybe I won't even
make it alive to class tomorrow.
----
OT : I don't seem to click well with
Val and lic's friend. But they do
seem to make very good clothes
rack/hanger/carrier or rather,
the unpaid concierge.
Okay Val. Hush. Don't tell them.
I've got a sharp tongue today
so thank me that I'm having
a HUGE ulcer that's preventing
me from talking.
----
Class today sucked pretty badly
because I came late and had
to runabout to collect the notes,
which turned out to be wrong.
Then I had to run down again.
I hate missing classes and should
start to go on time.
And since the class had space for 100
and only a few chairs were empty,
I sat without Jy for the first time.
And I assume I'm the only person
who never laughed at any single
joke today. In fact, I think his
jokes only stopped me when I was
on the verge of crying.
Moody shit.
On my own ; I'm all by myself.
I think I went overbroad somewhere, somehow.
I treat you like shit and till today
you still treat me like nothing happened.
Maybe not so from the beginning but now.
But then again I should still try to keep
my distance because I'm enjoying the
freedom right now.
Not exactly freedom but just feeling
less tensed and stressed up.
But then again there's more to it
and I should just shut up.
Life's not as easy as I thought it to be.
Maybe just my misfortune.
Wrong world, wrong place, wrong timing,
wrong everything.
So many times I'm tempted to give up in life.
-nIx- @ [[11:21 PM]]
`ratheruseless.
I planned to stay out today.
A water bottle, extra cash,
a shirt and tomorrow's notes.
My sis has been talking nonstop
since I came home.
Maybe I should have stayed out.
But if I did maybe I won't even
make it alive to class tomorrow.
----
OT : I don't seem to click well with
Val and lic's friend. But they do
seem to make very good clothes
rack/hanger/carrier or rather,
the unpaid concierge.
Okay Val. Hush. Don't tell them.
I've got a sharp tongue today
so thank me that I'm having
a HUGE ulcer that's preventing
me from talking.
----
Class today sucked pretty badly
because I came late and had
to runabout to collect the notes,
which turned out to be wrong.
Then I had to run down again.
I hate missing classes and should
start to go on time.
And since the class had space for 100
and only a few chairs were empty,
I sat without Jy for the first time.
And I assume I'm the only person
who never laughed at any single
joke today. In fact, I think his
jokes only stopped me when I was
on the verge of crying.
Moody shit.
On my own ; I'm all by myself.
I think I went overbroad somewhere, somehow.
I treat you like shit and till today
you still treat me like nothing happened.
Maybe not so from the beginning but now.
But then again I should still try to keep
my distance because I'm enjoying the
freedom right now.
Not exactly freedom but just feeling
less tensed and stressed up.
But then again there's more to it
and I should just shut up.
Life's not as easy as I thought it to be.
Maybe just my misfortune.
Wrong world, wrong place, wrong timing,
wrong everything.
So many times I'm tempted to give up in life.
-nIx- @ [[11:21 PM]]
